I forget.
Posted on Thursday, 1 November 2012 at 17:16.


I don't always have the right things to say.

Often times, it's more like I tend to hurt more than I comfort.

So it's alright, may Allah ease things for me, Allah will open up ways for me to learn.

For me to start from the beginning to teach my heart what's important and what's valuable.

I forget. Truly, that's what I have realized these past few days.

I hope I'm not running away, but at times I avoid, to prevent the hurt. To prevent from more hurt.

Allah will open up paths for me, insya Allah, if that is what He wills.

I could only wish that there are others out there who are willing to pray for me, as well as for themselves.

Because there lies no difference between me and you. We are all His servants, that would always be true.

I sin, just like how servants of Allah do.

But how we carry ourselves, how we prove to Him how much we love Him, that remains the question.



Often times, I hurt more than I comfort.

So it's okay, I'll try my best to learn.

I'll keep my distance, if that's what Allah wants me to do.


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"Find your heart in three places. While reading the Qur'an and performing Salah.
But if you couldn't find your heart then, then think about death."